#4 Believe it or Not?

In my entire life, I never loved watching scary movies. It is because I get easily trembles when I encountered mysterious things. I’m afraid of dark, how much more if about Ghost?

I used to sleep in a dim area before, but now, I can’t sleep without light. It’s started when I’m in our province, when Lola Mowa (who is the 2^nd wife of my grandfather) passed away 2 days after. It’s around 11 pm already, but everybody’s busy with their own work and I’m alone in my aunt’s room, waiting for them. Suddenly, the light turns off, the door open on its own. I mesmerizing and difficult to breath, that’s the time I noticed that it is hard for me to breath in a dim area. Then I felt the blow of the wind and heard the barks of the dogs. My heart beat so fast. I want to cry because I remembered the story about the lost soul in our province. But I do believe that the more you afraid, the more the spirit comes closer to you and so I tried to be strong and thinking that God is the one who we should afraid of, not the spirit who created by God too.

After a few minutes, it’s back to normal again and then finally they came back but still they are tackling about what happen this earlier that they felt what I felt.

Well, I don’t know if my Lola Mowa were tried to communicate with us and if ever she was, then possibly she has a mission in this world that should be accomplished so that she can rest in peace. And or it was only an illusion or an imagination.

Speaking of imagination, it is one of the reasons why I do not want to be alone in a dim area because my imagination is too high when it comes to this kind of situation that cause a funny thing for me.

I never see a ghost nor want to see a ghost but I believed in ghost. And the funny things is our own self is the one who threatened us to scared in some things..But that’s life, we cannot blame anybody…. 

may mom is AMAZING!!!mashaALLAH!!!

I love this song so much!!!

#3 i wont stop to say "THANK YOU" to my parents...

Nowadays ,people wants to be independent in their family, they want to be free so that they can do everything they want and because of that they can’t express their feeling on how they value  their  family.

I valued God most like I valued my parents. I’d rather want to be poor because I know that nowadays, money can buy everything and many people were in love with “money” and so, some people who are obsessed with it, they forget their family even God, they usually making the religion a business in politics and after years even though I don’t have everything to give them, at least, I have my fully attention to them, my faith, respect, love and responsibilities. And I can make them very happier persons in a whole world wide. And I can able to overcome the trials that I could encounter just for them.

As of now, by staying beside them and saying simple “Thank you” can make my feelings comfortable and not only me, but my beloved parents.”SARANGHAE”

#2 Am I Critical Thinker?

Yes, I consider myself as a critical thinker because every time I heard, read or saw some unfamiliar things, object or even a little situation, I feel incompatible because of my curiosity and it is necessary for me to find out what I want to find about this situations due to my satisfaction. And I have my own self interests and I recognize the complexities in developing as thinkers, and commit my selves to life-long practice toward self-improvement.

Me, as a teenager, I cannot be satisfied with one solution. It is necessary for me to seek or gather much information as many as I can to fulfill my desire or satisfaction so that I will not become such an ignorant person in this modern generation.

Even though my knowledge is in average, by proving to myself or promoting that I am a critical thinker, the best way to promote the critical thinker is to model it.